The Last Round - Chapter 4
Jaxon’s POV
Fifteen years. Fifteen fucking years.
You’d think I would have moved on by now. I have everything. The title. The fame. The money. The respect.
But the one thing that mattered? Gone.
I let her go.
No-I pushed her away. And I’ve been paying for it every day since. I roll my shoulders, forcing the tension out of my muscles as I sit under the too-bright lights of the press room.
Another post-fight interview. Another night pretending like I give a damn about anything other than the hole inside my chest.
The reporters start with the usual shit-how did it feel? What’s next? Who’s the next challenger? I answer on autopilot, giving them the soundbites they want.
But then-a question I don’t expect.
The female reporter leans forward, her eyes sharp, her voice steady.
“Jaxon, I have to ask. There’s something you do at the start of every fight. You kiss two fingers and press them against your chest. The fans have speculated for years-some say it’s superstition, others say it’s a dedication to someone. But you’ve never explained it. Who is it for?”
The room goes silent. I go still. No one has ever asked me that before. The cameras are rolling.
The world is watching.
I could lie. I could brush it off. I could say it’s nothing.
But I don’t.
Instead, the truth rips from my throat before I can stop it.
“It’s for someone I lost. ” The reporter blinks, sensing the weight behind my words.
“Someone you lost?” I exhale sharply, dragging a hand down my face.
Fuck it.
I lean forward, my voice raw, honest, broken.
“There was someone once. Someone I loved more than anything. And I let them go. ” The silence in the room is deafening.
The interviewer’s voice softens.
“You let them go?” I laugh, but it’s hollow.
Ugly.
“I didn’t have a choice. ” The words still taste like acid.
“I said things I didn’t mean. I made a choice I regret every day. And I lost them forever. ” The reporter inhales sharply, along with half the audience.
I grip the mic tighter.
“Some mistakes you don’t get to fix.” The entire studio is silent.
I lean back, staring at the ceiling, trying to breathe through the burn in my chest. The reporter leans forward.
“You said you made a choice. What do you mean?” I shake my head.
“It doesn’t matter. It’s too late. ”
“Do you regret it?”
I laugh bitterly. “Every fucking day. ” The reporter hesitates, then delivers the question that changes everything.
“If you could say one thing to them right now, what would it be?” I inhale sharply.
My heart is hammering.
I stare straight into the camera, my voice wrecked, my body heavy with the weight of a past I can never fix.
My voice is hoarse, strained, but firm when I say- “I hope you’re happy. I hope life has been kind to you. I hope you got everything you ever wanted. ”
Then, in the smallest, barely-there whisper, I add- “And I hope that you never had to do it alone. ” A sharp inhale ripples through the studio.
The reporter’s eyes widen. A hush falls over the audience. And I sit there, staring into the camera, knowing that somewhere, they’re watching.
Knowing that for the first time in fifteen years, I let the truth slip through the cracks.
And the world will never let it go.